Two years later
"I
am not having a long distance affair with Sam, not a
one-nighter, not even a quickie. Sam is just a
friend. No more, no less," Janie told her sister.
"You don't have to worry about me falling into sex
with him and getting my heart broken because it's
not going to happen. He's a friend."
Janie controlled the fireflies popping heat through
her.
"And that's why you keep looking down the road to
see if his car is coming. Right, little sister?"
Sherry's sideways grin didn't match her autocratic,
queen bee persona. Along with their mother's white
blonde hair, stunning Nordic bones and height,
Sherry had their mother's knack of knowing when
Janie wasn't telling the truth, especially to
herself.
"All I'm saying," Sherry continued pointing out the
obvious, "is the man left his music store, packed
his granddaughter on a plane and flew 2000 miles to
come to our mother's funeral. Since he never met
Mother, personally I think he's got another agenda."
While she yapped, her husband opened the back of
Janie's van, lifted several boxes from their
mother's townhouse, and carried the stack into the
garage. Matching Sherry in height, Robert's dark
hair, more stocky build, and laid-back attitude gave
people the impression of the quintessential
slow-moving, slow-talking cowboy. He ambled past
Sherry and Janie muttering, "Our friends live in
Dallas. Didn't see any of them here."
Despite her firm intentions, their comments made
Janie once more feel the ghostly light pressure of
Sam's hands on her back, the firmness of the circle
of his arms around her shoulders. A prickling still
tingled in her fingertips and the palms of her hands
where she had clung to his shoulders. Her mouth
still tasted the light kiss he'd given her when he
and Cami came to the house.
Just the same as common old static electricity.
Static electricity never feels like this kind
of hot fire, her hormones blatantly reminded her.
A
yellow jacket sting then, still throbbing.
Throbbing, uh-huh, sure.
Despite her hormones throbbing their message through
her, Janie really wanted to ignore sex.
"He's a friend," Janie said firmly. "Both of you lay
off. Besides, you should be grateful he got Stuart
out of our hair while we finished clearing Mother's
townhouse."
"When are they getting back from the aquarium?"
"Probably fairly soon," Janie told Robert.
"Thought I might see if he'd like to play a round of
golf before supper."
"Lay off him, Robert."
"Hey," Robert got the hurt dumber-than-dirt look on
his face that fooled many an opponent in legal
issues. "Man's been entertaining his 6 year-old
granddaughter and your 10 year-old son all morning.
Just thought Sam might like to do something he
enjoyed for awhile."
"I
know what he'd enjoy," Sherry said with smirk. Janie
again saw the bossy older sister who teased her
unmercifully in junior high and high school. "But if
he hurts you, I will take him out. There's lots of
nice open land outside of Corpus Christi to hide a
body. Or we could use our boat, weight him down, and
drop him in the Gulf of Mexico."
"Before you kill him," Robert told Sherry, "let me
at him. I can strip him of assets he doesn't even
know he has."
"Both of you are crazy."
Flicking her unruly dirt-brown ponytail behind her
back, Janie carried mementoes for herself and Stuart
to the house. She opened the mudroom door to the
yipping of Stuart's new puppy, but no scent of
puppy-used newspapers. Hastily, Janie set down the
box and hustled the puppy outside. At her praise,
the puppy wiggled happily under her hands.
She
looked up to see Sherry watching her with a smile.
"Have you forgiven Sam for bringing Stuart a puppy
for his birthday without consulting you first?"
Janie picked up the Parson Russell and cooed at
puppy licks accompanied by sweet puppy breath.
"Yeah, kind of hard to stay mad at somebody who
makes my kid happy on his birthday."
"I
wish we hadn't had to schedule Mother's service on
Stuart's birthday."
"Sherry." Janie popped the puppy into Sherry's hands
knowing it was hard to be depressed holding a puppy.
"Stuart's fine."
"I
know how hard it was for you and Stuart to find
Mother after her stroke." Sherry's hand trembled on
the puppy's head.
Janie blinked back tears and wasn't surprised to
feel her own German Shepard nudging her in comfort.
She stroked her dignified watchdog's head,
concentrating on the sensation of Prissy's coarse
fur against the puppy's remembered softness.
She
tried for a happy memory of her late husband to
replace the horror of finding her mother on the
bathroom floor.
Instead of Paul, though, her mind's eye handed her
Sam: the look in his eyes, the half-smile he would
give her, the tilt of his head, his earring glinting
with the same sapphire blue as his eyes. Her hands
wanted more of his silky ponytail sliding between
her palms. Her body wanted to squirm remembering his
subtle innuendoes, some she didn't get until hours
after she got offline and reread what she'd saved of
their Internet chats.
All
the signals reminded her even now, standing on the
pavement in the warm spring sun, that she still
retained feminine power: alive, well, and working
just fine, not buried nearly three years ago.
Janie forced herself to let it go and to stop
looking down the road for his car. Sam lived 2000
miles away. Since she wouldn't allow herself a quick
tumble, friendship was all they'd ever have.
"Are you positive you want to cook tonight?" Sherry
asked when everything was finally unloaded and
stored. "You look tired. Have you had any sleep
since you found Mother?"
"Look like hell," Robert said, patting Janie's head.
His
towering over six-feet height didn't give him the
right to treat Janie with her much shorter stature
like a small child. Janie knocked his hand away.
"Always the gentleman, Robert," Janie said when
Sherry swatted him across his head. "Do not worry
about me. Mother's services are done. We've sorted
her stuff and made all the arrangements to pick up
the rest of the stuff. The storyboard for Tina the
Toucan left by courier this morning for the toy
company. All I need to do now is figure out a new
critter.
"My
son didn't get his birthday party two days ago. He
wants chicken fried steak and all the trimmings.
He'll get it."
"Are you positive?" A tiny frown creased between
Sherry's smooth blonde eyebrows, her light blue eyes
took on the gray tints of worry.
"I'm fine, Sherry. Y'all go take care of your
business. Don't forget to pick up ice cream."
"We'll get it." With their mother's patented sigh of
resignation, Sherry got into the car.
Robert said something more about getting hold of Sam
to play golf as he shut the car door. Janie could
only hope he wouldn't interrogate Sam the same way
their late Colonel father grilled high school dates.
A
few minutes later, Janie had fed her dog and started
to the side of the house to turn off the water hose
when Sam pulled into the driveway. She scooped up
Stuart's scamp of a puppy while Sam parked next to
her mother's car.
Atop her dark wavy hair, so much like Sam's, Cami
wore a colorful visor from the local aquarium and,
like Stuart, carried a dolphin shaped water gun.
Janie looked at Stuart, who grinned at her with his
dad's smile, his eyes sparkling with her own amber
tones. She raised her eyebrows at him. "A water
gun?"
From the other side of the rental car, Sam said
innocently, "We got hot." He shot a spray of water
from his, hitting Janie.
"Whoa, Sam, bad move," Stuart shrieked.
Janie promptly plastered Sam with a solid stream of
water from the hose sprayer.
"Fastest hose in the state," Janie smugly told Sam.
He
laughingly took the band from his hair and shook the
water from it. Rich black shot with silver cascaded
past his shoulders. Then he wrung the water from the
front of his shirt.
"Would you like me to run your shirt through the
dryer?"
Sam
stripped the wet shirt off. "Guess I'll have to wear
the shirt I picked up at the aquarium. Yeah, throw
this one in the dryer. Along with yours," he
shouted. He grabbed the hose with one hand and held
her with the other thoroughly drenching her before
turning the hose on Stuart and Cami who chased
across the yard squirting each other and the dogs.
"You are a sneaky, rotten, man, Music Man," Janie
declared. "And I'm sure glad you came to visit."
His
arms came around her. He still held the hose with
its sprayer no longer activated.
Sunlight sparkled like diamonds as it caught the
drops of water on the curled hair of Sam's chest.
His hand moved up her back lightly pressing her
closer.
She
leaned her head against his shoulder, smelling
sunlight, chlorinated water, and skin. She
absolutely would not buried her nose in Sam's chest
and inhale healthy skin.
Even though she'd sidestepped Sam's hugs the entire
time they were in New York City last Christmas, this
time she couldn't resist. It would just be for a
minute. Just to hear a healthy heart beat under her
ear. To once again feel layered muscles over strong
bones instead of withered muscle and fragile bones.
To sniff, just a little, and replace the too long
remembered scent of dying husband with the musky
scent of clean, wet male skin. The tickle of chest
hair against her chin surprised her. She hadn't
realized it would be soft and silky.
She
lifted her face to his smile and hesitantly accepted
the warmth of his mouth when he dipped it to hers.
Even though she didn't open her mouth to his
invitation, he took her on a quick erotic dance
sending shivers to the core of her femininity and
leaving her clinging to his belt loops. The gleam of
satisfaction in his dark blue eyes and his thumb
perusing her spine reminded her of what she'd missed
in the past three years.
No,
she couldn't do this. He would stay her friend. She
would not act on the quivering that started in low
and snaked through her body, fed on the light
pressure of his hands on her, warmed by the soft
brush of the dark hair dusting his tan leg against
her smooth calf, enticed by his dusky scent.
Thought he could be the tease, wreck her hormones
and get away with it, did he? Well, two could play
that particular game, much better than one. She
slid her fingers across his chest. His nipples
contracted as hard as hers at the touch of her
nails.
"You feel like a cat or a large stuffed toy," Janie
commented trying to minimize the sensuousness of his
chest hair sliding through her fingers. She needed
to make him crazy, not make herself crazier.
"'Hey, English Major, lemme be ya teddy bear.'"
"Good Elvis."
"'Thank you very much.'"
She
reached for his hand, grabbed the hose, and danced
away, screaming, "Sucker," spraying him in the face.
"Geez, talk about sneaky and rotten," yelled Sam. He
stalked toward her, battling the water spray, when
he found himself blocked by seventy-five pounds of
growling German Shepard. Wisely, he stopped in his
tracks. "Janie, your dog doesn't bite, does she?"
"Only people who threaten her mommy, right, Prissy,
sweetheart? Stay still, Sam. Prissy, come. Heel.
Good girl." Janie set down the hose and took Prissy
by her collar. "Friend, Prissy. Put your hand out
slowly to her, but don't touch me or Stuart because
she really does think you were threatening me."
Sam
extended his hand. "She won't hurt Cami, will she?"
"No, she's trained to protect me and kids. A DEA dog
handle friend trained us to give Paul one less worry
when he was dying."
Prissy investigated Sam's hand under Janie's gentle
coaxing. "She won't bite you now, but don't make any
sudden moves."
Prissy stopped growling although she stayed alert,
keeping Sam under a watchful eye, even when she
wagged her tail while Cami petted her. At Janie's
command, Stuart turned off the hose.
"I
don't get it," Sam remarked as all four of them and
Stuart's puppy dripped their way into the house.
"She didn't attack when we got here yesterday."
"My
fault. My holding her collar yesterday when you got
here made you acceptable until she thought you were
attacking me just now. When I ran screaming away and
you came yelling after me, her training took over."
Janie tossed unfolded clean towels from the laundry
basket at Sam and the kids. "From now on, talk to
her and let her check you over before you get out of
the car. She'll remember you, but she'll be
suspicious. It'll take a while before she'll trust
you again."
"I've got an ex-wife who feels the same way." The
thought of his ex left a bitter tang making him want
to spit.
Janie grinned. "And ex-live-ins, and ex-girlfriends,
and ex-one nighters, and ex-etcetera."
"I'm not that bad. You and your dog are both..."
"Soap," warned Janie. Her toffee brown eyes
twinkled.
"Overly cautious females," Sam promptly responded.
"Good comeback," Stuart smirked at them. "I thought
you were going to use the female term for a dog and
then I'd have to hurt you if you applied it to my
ma.
"Just what were you going to do about it? Hit me in
the kneecap?" he mocked.
"Be
careful. I will defend my ma. I know karate and
other Japanese words," Stuart replied with dignity,
drying his hair.
"Ooh, I'd better be careful then," Sam saluted the
defender of motherhood. He pulled a souvenir shirt
from the bag he'd gotten from the car and pulled it
over his head as Stuart took Cami to show her the
guest room to change into dry clothes.
His
head popped through the neck hole, hair flying with
its own life. He smiled at Janie wondering how much
the chill from the air-conditioner on her wet
clothes caused her trembling or if she was as horny
as he was. He raked his hair back into a ponytail,
grateful it was still thick despite all the silver
in it, and wrapped the band that had been on his
wrist around it.
Sam
followed Janie into the kitchen, asking, "Did my
moving company get hold of you?"
"Yes, they'll pick up Mother's piano on Monday and
ship it to California with their next partial. You
didn't have to pay us for it. Sherry and I would
have given it to you."
"Never let it be said that I took advantage of a
woman, or women in this case, in any shape, form, or
fashion. Besides, I know what restoration a hundred
year-old piano needs. If I didn't think I could do
it and sell it for a profit, I wouldn't have
offered. It really is in excellent shape."
Janie shrugged with the indifference of someone who
had proved her musical talent consisted of turning
on the radio.
From the family room, they could hear Cami showing
Stuart how she could play "Twinkle, Twinkle" on
Janie's late husband's piano. Sam winced at a sour
note.
"And I'm tuning that one."
"Up
to you. It's hard to keep a piano in tune this close
to the beach. Too much humidity."
Sam
winced again at another note. "I bet you haven't had
that tuned in years."
Sam
watched Janie's face soften with love, followed by a
chasing shadow. He could nearly see her shove her
husband's death out of her thoughts and heard the
brittle, forced cheerfulness in her voice. "I've
been busy. Stuart said something when he started
lessons again, but I keep forgetting."
Sam
fought a losing battle with envy over the dead man's
hold on Janie. She still wore the thick gold ring
that told Sam and the world she belonged to one man
and no other. He reached to gather her into his
arms, to comfort her, to warm her, to remind her he
was here and alive. Once again, she sidestepped him.
"I
need to get changed into something dry and warm."
Cami pattered into the kitchen in the dry clothes
he'd brought from the hotel for her to wear after
she and Stuart went swimming. "Grandda." She tugged
Sam's arm imperiously. "Stuart's piano sounds
weird."
"I
know, baby." Sam lifted her for a cuddle, wishing it
were Janie in his arms. "I'm going to fix it. I'll
need some tools." He turned his attention to Janie.
"Could I leave Cami with you so I can get in a round
of golf with Robert? I could take Stuart to his
friend's for you."
"What am I gonna do while Stuart goes horse riding
and you play golf?" his grandbaby demanded.
"Take a nap." Sam hushed her grumbling with a finger
on her pout.
"I
don't wanna take a nap." Her head on Sam's shoulder,
her fingers wrapped around his restored ponytail,
she obviously struggled to keep her eyes opened.
Janie said, "If you could take Stuart, I'd
appreciate it. Cami, if you'll stay with me, maybe
we can figure out a new critter for your nap time
story."
She
held out the arms to Cami that Sam wanted around
him. Cami shifted into her arms. Janie smiled with
obvious pleasure at the sleepy bundle she held.
Once again Sam tamped down envy, torn between
jealousy that Janie held Cami instead of him and a
stupid feeling of betrayal that Cami had so easily
deserted him.
"Maybe a kitty, like your kitty?"
"Hmm, maybe. Let's think about it."
Sam
kissed Cami's cheek then brushed one across Janie's,
wanting more, settling for less. "Okay, sweet
dreams, you two. Come on, kid," he told Stuart.
"Let's go."
* * *
Janie put the last supper dish into the dishwasher
and felt her head spin. Nausea hit her as the
lingering odor of the hot grease from the chicken
fried steak battled with the cloying sweet scent of
the cherry cobbler Stuart wanted instead of birthday
cake.
"Janie? What's wrong?" Sherry asked.
Janie couldn't talk. She lowered herself to the
floor.
"Janie, what's the matter?"
Janie lay on the floor, too dizzy and too tired to
answer. She could dimly hear worried voices, but
couldn't get her voice to function to tell them not
to worry. The nausea passed and Janie drew peace
from resting on the cool tile floor. Even the
dizziness receded when she closed her eyes.
She
felt Sam's palm on the side of her face, caressingly
comforting as he cradled her cheek. His callused
fingertips were firm at the pulse point of her
throat under her jaw.
"Pulse is even; not thready like it would be if she
fainted. Hey, sweetheart, you're scaring the kids
and your sister."
Janie dragged open heavy eyelids to see deep blue
concerned eyes contradicting the calm tone in his
voice. The worry eased when Janie blinked at him,
then she closed her eyes and rubbed her face against
his palm still resting lightly on her cheek.
Through the haze fogging her mind, she heard
Sherry's voice. "I told her she was doing too much.
She needs to rest."
Janie tried to get her fuzzy thoughts together while
she enjoyed the contrast of the cool ceramic tile on
one side of her face and Sam's warm palm pressed on
the other side with the gentle breeze of Sam's
breathe across her skin.
"She's done this since we were kids. She worries
then doesn't sleep. Remember, Stuart, when your dad
died and she went seventy-two hours without sleep?"
"Yeah," said Stuart in relief. "Then she slept
twenty-four hours straight."
Sherry peevishly told Sam, "She stayed the entire
time Mother was in ICU. She wouldn't leave."
"Her e-mail to me was timed at 3:00 am," Sam said,
"and she said in it that she had three hours sleep,
but couldn't sleep anymore. Janie, I'm going to lift
you and lay you on the couch."
Janie wanted to tell him to just let her lay on the
floor. She was real comfortable. Before she could
get her brain to connect the words, Sam lifted her
arms around his neck. "Can you hold onto me,
sweetheart?"
Thank goodness, she literally worked her butt off
and lost twenty pounds three years earlier. A wave
of guilt washed through her at the luxury of being
carried, something she never thought to experience.
Paul had refused to carry her over the threshold
when they were on their honeymoon. Of course, at
5'8" he'd been only 5" taller than Janie and
outweighed her by thirty pounds. Still, she'd missed
that newlywed nicety.
Six
feet tall and strong from daily swimming, Sam lifted
Janie as effortlessly as he lifted Cami. With her
arm around Sam's neck, Janie wrapped her fingers
around Sam's ponytail.
He
laid her on the sofa. Sherry tucked an afghan around
Janie, scolding the entire time.
"Sure we don't need a doctor?" Sam knelt beside the
couch. She felt the gentle tugs as her curls wrapped
themselves around his stroking fingers.
"She'll probably be okay. Just needs some sleep.
Babe, I told you we should have spiked her iced tea
with some sleeping pills." Robert glanced at his
watch. "Sherry, we've got to go. We've got to catch
that last flight."
"I'm staying here. I'm going to keep an eye on
Janie."
"Now, Sherry, you've got a meeting in the morning.
She'll be okay. Just needs some sleep."
Through the open French door to the patio came
Janie's dog to protect her. Robert caught Prissy's
collar just before she launched herself at Sam.
"Down, Prissy," Robert ordered.
"Friend, Prissy, friend," Stuart shouted over
Prissy's barking and growling. Stuart's Scamp added
high puppy barks to the din.
Janie sat up. "No, Prissy, friend. Sit. Down. Stay."
"Your dog hates me," Sam assured Janie.
"I
don't," Janie murmured against his neck. Prissy
whined from her prone position beside Robert.
Robert's knuckles were white on her collar. "Prissy,
come. Let her go, Robert." Prissy inched her way
across the floor on her belly. She put her head on
the couch beside Janie. "Good girl, Prissy." The
Shepherd curled one lip in a silent snarl at Sam.
"Bad girl," Janie rattled the collar against
Prissy's neck. Prissy subsided. She and Sam
exchanged baleful looks. "Sherry, go home. I'll be
fine. I just need some sleep."
"I'll stay with her."
Janie's hand froze in Prissy's fur. She turned to
look at Sam. "I don't think so."
"You didn't see how white you got. How white you
still are. Somebody needs to keep an eye on you."
Sherry nodded at Sam.
"I'll be fine. Sam is not staying."
"I'll get our stuff from the hotel," Sam said
firmly. "We're staying here."
Despite not wanting to leave Sam's arms, Janie's
rational brain tried for one more excuse. "I don't
have the energy to change the guestroom sheets."
"I
think the kids and I can manage sheets." Prissy
accepted the gentle tug on her ear with a thump of
her tail.
"Not much difference between him in the guestroom
and y'all sharing a suite in New York last
Christmas. You could always sic the dog on him if he
gets out of line," Robert suggested.
"I
think the dog's falling in love with him, too."
Sherry ignored Janie's weak glare and took her purse
from Robert.
Janie sagged against Sam's supportive chest,
suddenly tired again.
"Going to let him stay then?" Robert asked.
"I
guess."
Sam's arm tightened around her at the unexpected
acquiescence.
"I
never understood why they were at a hotel anyway,"
Stuart said cuddling his puppy.
Robert shrugged in agreement while Sherry snorted.
Janie could feel her skin heat with a blush. She
wouldn't think about the heat spiraling upward
through her.
"Kiss your sister good-bye. We need to catch that
plane."
Janie sat up and Sherry hugged her. "I'll call
tomorrow."
Robert hugged her also, then he scurried Sherry out
the door to make their plane.
Cami patted Janie's cheek. "Are you sad because your
mommy died and your sister went away?"
Janie hastily blinked away the sting of sudden
tears. "Yes, I'm sad, but also I'm tired, pumpkin."
"Sometimes when my mommy's tired and sad, we take a
bubble bath together. Want to do that?"
"Aunt Janie's really tired, baby," Sam said,
attempting to forestall further helpful suggestions
from his granddaughter. "She needs to go to bed. Why
don't you and Stuart come with me to the hotel?"
Cami blinked wide, beguiling blue eyes up at Sam.
"Because I'm tired, too. And my hair's stinky from
the pool. I wanna take a bubble bath with Auntie
Janie." Cami turned her hopeful gaze on Janie.
"Don't you want to take a bubble bath with me?
Bubble baths are fun."
If
Sam ever turned the gaze Cami had learned from him
on her, Janie knew she'd melt.
"Yes, bubble baths are fun," Janie agreed, unable to
help herself. She looked from Sam to Cami. "She can
wear one of my t-shirts as a nighty. We'll take a
bubble bath while Grandda gets your stuff, okay?"
"I'll wait until you and Cami are out of the tub,"
Sam announced with an amused shake of his head. "I'm
not leaving and run the risk of you slipping in the
tub with only the kids here."
"I
won't slip."
"More people are killed in bathroom falls than
anyplace else," Stuart announced with authority.
"You passed out. You might slip if you get groggy
again. I can't lift you. Sam should stay until
you're in bed."
Janie bit back her smile at Stuart's backup of
superior male logic. She wouldn't let herself look
at Sam. She could tell by the way his arm curled
around her shoulder, his hand clasping hers that he
also enjoyed Stuart's proclamation.
"All right then. Let me walk you to your bathroom
and you and Cami can have your bubble bath. As
Stuart said, once you're in bed, I'll go get our
stuff."
"I
can get to the bathroom myself."
"Humor me." Sam stood and reached a hand down to
her.
Janie set her hand in his, accepting the strength.
Her head spun briefly, but relief cycled through her
along with the now familiar sexual buzz when he
wrapped an arm around her waist. Cami scurried to
the guest bedroom to get her panties to go with
Janie's promised t-shirt.
Janie's watchdog met Sam at the bedroom door, but
allowed him to pass when he returned from checking
out of the hotel. The scent of bubble bath still
clung gently to Cami curled beside Janie when Sam
kissed his grandbaby's cheek. Stuart and his puppy
slept in a sleeping bag on the floor at the foot of
the bed. From a topaz velvet cushioned chair in the
corner of the room, Janie's Siamese looked at him
with slitted inscrutable blue eyes. He put a
bookmark in the book he took from Janie's lax hands
and laid it and her glasses on the bedside table.
Lavender wafted from the tight, dark honey
corkscrews framing her face. Once again he marveled
at their springy texture when they wrapped
themselves around his fingers when he stroked her
head. If Medusa's snakes were half as captivating as
Janie's curls, he could well understand why Medusa
turned men to stone. Janie's curls definitely did it
to him.
Janie opened amber eyes before he turned off the
light.
"Go
back to sleep, sweetheart. Just checking."
She
smiled at him. His heart tightened with longing to
see that sweet, sleepy smile directed at him on a
regular basis.
He
leaned down and received a soft, sleepy kiss in
return for his to her. "Good night, sweetheart."
"Can you stay with me?"
Sam
closed his eyes, wishing against the pain of further
hardening that the invitation had come at a time
when Janie wasn't so exhausted, and the kids weren't
in the room with her. The dog would probably kill
him anyway.
"Please?" She whispered, still mostly asleep.
"Let me go take a shower." He caved. "I'll be back."
Hopefully not in as much pain.
The
ringing telephone woke Sam the next morning. For
half a moment, he relished the warmth of Janie's
head pressed against his shoulder on one side and
Cami curled in a sleeping bundle on the other.
Janie sat up, dream-filled brown eyes blinking
blurrily at him. The phone rang a second time and
her fragrant warmth moved from his side as she
rolled over to answer it.
"Hello?" she said, her voice as soft as the cotton
nightgown Sam rubbed between two fingers. "Yes, he's
here. I live so far out in the country cell phones
are a trifle erratic about getting signals. Here he
is.
"Your daughter," Janie told Sam.
Janie watched Sam talk to his daughter explaining
the decision to stay at her house, vaguely
remembering asking him to hold her. She thought it
had been a dream, but obviously it wasn't. She had
to admit she felt tremendously better with nearly
ten hours peaceful sleep. Her sub-consciousness
filtered in sleeping memories of the hours against
Sam's body, the comforting rumble of his voice
soothing her back to sleep when unhappy dreams
briefly woke her, warm legs against her early
morning chilled feet. She'd been so cold at night
since Paul died. She'd missed the warmth of the
physical comfort of marriage.
"No," Sam said starkly. He sat up, his face draining
of happiness and color before Janie's eyes.
"Hang on, let me get something to write on." He
gestured frantically at Janie who scrambled for
scrap paper and a pen to hand him. He wrote down a
phone number then dismally said, "I don't know. I
can't take Cami. I'll be okay. Don't fret, Darla,
darling. It'll be okay. I'll get there. Don't worry
so, darling. I'll get through it."
His
voice became noticeably lighter, "You want to talk
to your baby? Cami, talk to Mommy."
Sam
handed the phone to Cami who was blinking like an
owl in sunlight. Her face lit with a beautiful
smile, inner happiness spreading through her.
The
same smile no longer showed on Sam's pale face. He
got out of the bed and left the room. A few minutes
later, Janie joined him in the kitchen. His hands
shook when he tried to fill the coffee maker. She
took over and started the coffee brewing.
Wordlessly, he reached for her. She wrapped her arms
around him to give him back the comfort he'd given
her the past days.
"What happened?" She asked against his shoulder. She
could feel him trembling.
"One of my best friends had a heart attack. They've
been trying to reach me all night. I turned off my
cell phone," he said bleakly. "He may die."
"Then get on a plane and go to him."
"By
the time I get to California to get Cami back to
Darla and then head to Nashville, it may be too
late."
Janie lifted her head and looked into his frantic,
grieving eyes. "Then leave Cami with us and go
directly to Nashville."
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